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It’s been almost 3 years since I last saw Hyun Joong. Even with all the scandals and issues surrounding his personal life, I choose to stay as a fan. Weirdly enough, there was not even once where I felt of not staying on. And I felt that most of us now are old fans of HJ who has stayed with him through the ups and downs, which make us feel even tighter with HJ i our hearts. I’m sure HJ would feel the same way towards us, fans as well. There were moments where I could feel tears almost coming out of my eyes during the FM..
The FM started on a heavy note(kind of tense feeling), he sang ‘하고싶은 말’ (words i want to say) as the first song. HJ apologised to fans and expressed his feelings, I could feel the true emotions through his words, and his facial expressions. I don’t know whether it is because of what happened, listening to all his songs (lyrics) now has a deeper meaning (sort of). e.g. ‘u took my love and killed it girl’.
I always thought that I’m a pretty luck fan, before entering the cocert hall, there is a place where fans can write down questions on a piece of paper and put in a box where HJ can pick to anwser later. My heart almost stopped when I heard he read my name. He was so cute to say that it seems like my name is Chinese. (Because I wrote my question in Korean and put it into the Korean box) As I really wish to see him in Korea more before I leave, so I asked him if he will have other activities after the FM. He says he will start tour in Japan in June, but there is no activity in Korea in the meanwhile.
Kyu Jong and Young Saeng also came to watch KHJ’s FM, but they left after a brief while. It was a bit awkward I feel when KHJ was about to sing ‘Let Me Be The One’. KHJ was asking YS and KJ to show themselves to fans, however they already left. So KHJ just joked that “So they come to take instagram and left?”. He also said that “(you guys)also post on instagram more”.
One thing I love KHJ is because of his great fan service. He came off stage during his songs to interact with fans. Part of me is dying of regret because he came to our row, pulled a chair and stood on it to sing, and I forgot to press the record button! lol
At the end of the FM, he had a hand shake session with all of his fans. I’m just overwhelmed with feelings and seems like words cant really express my thoughts. I will just leave it here at the moment.